Rhyming

Sitting on the edge I felt a strong gust,
Making me feel of a presence august,
I was sure that it must,
Be someone who we all trust.
Although an atheist would have smelt fust,
Or would have thought it to be the dust.
But I as a believer will always degust,
this amazingly beautiful stardust.
Of the one, in whom I entrust,
who makes me to the situation adjust,
Always giving a decision that is just.
When I fall after someone's distrust,
Helps me to readjust,
and stand again, alone, but robust,
Punishing those who are unjust,
Also sometimes using thrust,
And in some extremes cases, simply combust,
Keeping me away from lust,
And if I am down, giving an upthrust.
Never do I reach a state of disgust,
All because of the one who made this crust,
And I hope, faith in him would never rust.

Remembering

Hi!! As my close ones know today is a very special day.
I would like to share with you a few poems.. One I wrote a few months ago remembering someone special.. and two I wrote probably when I was in 5th grade or 6th grade..


I start with the first one.. this one as mentioned above I wrote a few months ago..


Light that shines above my head,
is unable to reach my bed.
I thought, is this the part that led,
me to the beloved and the dead..
I could not cry,
Because there I could see the body motionlessly lie..
Not talking at all,
Someone thought I would faint and fall..
But then inside me is this person so strong,
someone hiding inside me since long..
Or probably since the time I knew him,
till the day ended our mortal link..
And I was left to think and just think, of someone love and admired,
When I saw my beloved grandfather on the funeral pyre..


Now this one i wrote sometime in 6th grade i think for a hasy kavi sammelan kinda thing ..thats what i can remember.. its in hindi..


Aajkal logo ko itni tension hai..
Ki sote huye bhi aadmi attention hai

Pandit ko pooja ki..
Musalman ko allah ki..
Bahut tension hai..

Bahu ko tano ki..
Mote ko khaane ki..
Bahut tension hai..

Cricketer ko note ki..
Minister ko vote ki..
Bahut tension hai..

Kuware ko biwi ki..
Bachche ko padhai ki..
Bahut tension hai..

Aajkal logo ko itni tension hai..
Ki sote huye bhi aadmi attention hai


Last but not the least.. this one i wrote I think for my grandfather.. when he was in bombay.. to call him here.. this one I wrote in I think 5th grade.. It is in pure Hinglish..


Come soon to Delhi,
I know it is very garmi..
But once we switch on the cooler, you will feel Thandi..
I assure you, you will not miss Mumbai..
We will take you ot many places,
if you want, we will take you to stadium where you have races..
At night we will chat and watch TV,
We will also go to the cinema to watch new movies..
This can only be done if you come in June,
Because my school will start after the end of june..
My birthday is also in the same 30 days,
We will make you happ yin many ways..



I dont know if this was complete.. whether the english is correct.. but just words..

Bashing

When life hangs in a balance,
and you feel you cannot afford to take a chance,
To try something you haven't tried till now,
Don't ever look down,
Because in the past you have failed.
But think of the one who is always hailed,
By one and all, the Great Almighty, I mean.
And believe that he has already seen,
you, that is, his child, to be successful,
Making you pull,
towards your being the best,
In the venture which is going to be your nest,
For a while; till you plan to use,
That which adds every moment, you never lose,
Experience; and think its just the same,
How could you be so lame?
To think this situation is no different,
Than the one through which you went,
Since it is just a thought,
But in reality, from the lot,
of the best, Lord chose this for you,
As a way, to make all your dreams come true...

Smiling

In search of happiness I once started walking.
Just me by myself, to myself I was talking.

Miles and miles I walked with myself,
I cant even count what all behind me I had left.
Searching for something that could bring a pure smile,
Motivation made me think I would find it in a while.

Tired of looking about for so long,
I closed my eyes and sat down.
And called out for the lord to help his child find,
What he has been searching for long; the Lord didn't mind.

He made me stand up and hugged me,
And I saw a universe nowhere to be seen.

Then holding my hand he showed me around,
Now, in every creation of his I found,
A source of happiness which I could feel is pure,
I turned so happy from inside, I couldn't ask for more.

When I came back to where I started from,
I couldn't find God, and thought I did something wrong,
Which made him angry and go away,
And leave me alone, totally astray.

Suddenly I heard the loudest, but softest voice again..
which immediately took away the reappeared pain,
And told me of how much he cared for his son who is in search,
of something that is there on his own porch..

That was all he said and vanished in thin air,
I kept calling, all in despair.

But when I connected again with this world,
I recollected what God to me told,
all I could do, when I looked around, is,
SMILE, with the purest happiness..
And realised how the almighty tested his son,
If I kept faith in him, even if he made me run.

Neither do I need to close my eyes and call him to be happy,
Nor do I need to connect the internet on my lappy,
And google 'how to smile again',
Because once things that gave pain,
Are not able to confront me,
because right next to me, the Lord standing they see.
Now I dont fear them anymore,
Since my faith in my lord into them tore,
Which made me realise,
Happiness comes not when you keep searching or for it strive,
But when you understand your God is around to help you through.

Never forget that you are a part of him,
Even if you do any sin,
He is there to help you out in every situation,
You wont ever have to mention,
your troubles to him, if in him you always believe,
Because never would he let even his smallest part bleed.

Conversing

A few minutes ago,
when I was caught,
In the cobweb,
made of my thoughts,

A thought stood out,
like an insect stuck in the web.
And yes for sure,
It definitely led,

Me, to concentrate on,
what it was trying to say.
Like an insect trying to get free,
the thought started to sway.

And tried its best,
not to let me shape it in words,
But then I finally won the battle,
my thought put down its swords.

Even after losing,
the thought tried to affectate.
But it probably forgot,
that it was now late, to change its fate.

Since I at my end,
had already begun,
Collecting the thought's scattered parts,
and make them into into one.

Combining them and making
them a single thought,
Was like choosing the right piece
for the puzzle, from the lot.

Though the surprise came;
when the thought was ready,
Of how we blame the light for,
night and day, although it is always steady.

Its us who enjoy the day,
when we face the light,
But knowingly turn about,
to the dark and its fright.

And then start following the herd,And say,
of how after darkness comes the light so bright.
What my thought asked me was,
Have you ever thought of why this night,

Comes for everyone, but if they
realise the reality, they might,
Very easily be able,
to change their plight.

And never turn away,
from the source of the day,
Never in their path would,
even dust or pebbles lay.

The road to walk would always
be smooth as the marble stone.
I then asked the thought,
when it was totally alone.

As to how is it possible,
that it be always day around me,
I think no one would turn to darkness if,
they knew of the light that will set them free.

How do I stick to this direction,
in which I face the light always?
When my thought repleid,
I was truly amazed.

It told me in reality,
it is actually very simple.
And asked me why I felt following,
the light always is not possible.

It then told me how all of us,
subconsciously knowing,
Turn away from the source,
from where the light is flowing.

Whenever we turn away,
from the source of this light,
All we face are trouble,
dark nights, but we never fight,

Our mind, to turn back to
the path we were walking on,
And wait for the time cycle to finish,
and later repent on the time gone.

Instead; my thought said
to me in an authoritative tone,
Start controlling your mind. Today,
Not you, but it is sitting on the throne.

Stop your mind whenever it tries to
turn you from the sacred path,
But you will have to be quick,
Since your hold in the beginning wont last,

For so long, that you can,
stop any order your mind may give,
If you start practising it now, I am sure,
Your mind's rule would not for long live.

And then you will always walk,
with your head held high,
Never turning or bending it,
Since dark moments wont dare to pass by.

Eventually this all will lead you,
to the ultimate goal of life,
And each second you live,
will be lovely, peaceful and nice.

You will forget all past and future,
and always live for the moment,
Dont worry, even if you forget me,
our relation would never dent.

Because the lord made me,
a thought of yours,
So that I could help you get back,
to the long forgotten cause.

If my dear man, you want,
this thought of yours to be happy,
Promise me to atleast,
think about this plea,

which I have put across,
that you will atleast try,
to walk on the path I said,
atleast once before I die.

Because it would ultimately,
lead to my salvation,
And fulfill the purpose,
of our relation.

I promised the thought,
when it was about to leave,
And thanked God for thinking about,
his son, who would soon with him be..

Hi!! If you actually read this poem, I would like to tell you something.
This is the longest poem I have ever written, if I am not mistaken, its 120 lines!!
Thanks for reading..

Picturing

As I see the first lights of dawn,








I start looking at life gone.








Things that once important had been,








Are now, nowhere to be seen.












What was earlier out of focus,








Is now an object of lust.








I try to concentrate on a thing, but something else attracts me more.








And as I try to cross the road,








Life seem to move fast.








Sometimes faster.








And all one can think of while trying to get across is just the bare necessities.








As the doors towards the end which proceed,








now start opening,












And past with the present is merging,








I drift away from the urban life,








And think of the end for which I would strive,












When I merge with the one,








Would I finally in a tomb be done?









Or in the crowd with foes and friends?








Perhaps, still be able to help others after my end..












Hi!! Above, I made a small something(I dont know what to call it) using my thoughts and some recently clicked photos by me.

Below are also links to 2 videos i uploaded on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4L9JZIngcEE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fqtj3R3ilU

PS: you need to copy paste them

Purifying

How would one define Pure?
Is it something no one can lure?
Thinking of which would bring peace..
Working on or using which wont require any fees..

Something as pure as the holiest water of Ganges,
Opening for all, impartially, all closed passages,
Leading to a wonderland that cant be dreamt of,
Where nothing is harsh, but rather happy, true and soft..

Such a place can only be experienced,
but is guarded by a very strong fence..
which can be broken only if the pure wants it to,
Letting only the few chosen ones pass through..

The criteria of choosing cannot be told,
But one criteria is of course to be bold.
And not accept things not true without questioning,
Not following which would lead to weakening..
Of your conscious, leading you farther from the purest one..
You can never change what is already done,
But can bring changes in you from right now,
And never from today allow,
What your conscious doesn't agree with,
And forget all you till now did,
To start right from the beginning again,
And I am sure the purest one will himself train,
you, to follow the path that leads to him,
And start a life where you never lose, but always .. win..



Again just one post this month.. really sorry, but busy with something that might just change things.. positive or negative, i dunno.. althou i hope for positive alwaz..
will try my best to be more regular next month.. no April fools day here..
Happy New Financial Year!!
till next time
take care
god bless ya
peace..