Thursday 28 May 2009

Bashing

When life hangs in a balance,
and you feel you cannot afford to take a chance,
To try something you haven't tried till now,
Don't ever look down,
Because in the past you have failed.
But think of the one who is always hailed,
By one and all, the Great Almighty, I mean.
And believe that he has already seen,
you, that is, his child, to be successful,
Making you pull,
towards your being the best,
In the venture which is going to be your nest,
For a while; till you plan to use,
That which adds every moment, you never lose,
Experience; and think its just the same,
How could you be so lame?
To think this situation is no different,
Than the one through which you went,
Since it is just a thought,
But in reality, from the lot,
of the best, Lord chose this for you,
As a way, to make all your dreams come true...

Friday 22 May 2009

Smiling

In search of happiness I once started walking.
Just me by myself, to myself I was talking.

Miles and miles I walked with myself,
I cant even count what all behind me I had left.
Searching for something that could bring a pure smile,
Motivation made me think I would find it in a while.

Tired of looking about for so long,
I closed my eyes and sat down.
And called out for the lord to help his child find,
What he has been searching for long; the Lord didn't mind.

He made me stand up and hugged me,
And I saw a universe nowhere to be seen.

Then holding my hand he showed me around,
Now, in every creation of his I found,
A source of happiness which I could feel is pure,
I turned so happy from inside, I couldn't ask for more.

When I came back to where I started from,
I couldn't find God, and thought I did something wrong,
Which made him angry and go away,
And leave me alone, totally astray.

Suddenly I heard the loudest, but softest voice again..
which immediately took away the reappeared pain,
And told me of how much he cared for his son who is in search,
of something that is there on his own porch..

That was all he said and vanished in thin air,
I kept calling, all in despair.

But when I connected again with this world,
I recollected what God to me told,
all I could do, when I looked around, is,
SMILE, with the purest happiness..
And realised how the almighty tested his son,
If I kept faith in him, even if he made me run.

Neither do I need to close my eyes and call him to be happy,
Nor do I need to connect the internet on my lappy,
And google 'how to smile again',
Because once things that gave pain,
Are not able to confront me,
because right next to me, the Lord standing they see.
Now I dont fear them anymore,
Since my faith in my lord into them tore,
Which made me realise,
Happiness comes not when you keep searching or for it strive,
But when you understand your God is around to help you through.

Never forget that you are a part of him,
Even if you do any sin,
He is there to help you out in every situation,
You wont ever have to mention,
your troubles to him, if in him you always believe,
Because never would he let even his smallest part bleed.

Wednesday 20 May 2009

Conversing

A few minutes ago,
when I was caught,
In the cobweb,
made of my thoughts,

A thought stood out,
like an insect stuck in the web.
And yes for sure,
It definitely led,

Me, to concentrate on,
what it was trying to say.
Like an insect trying to get free,
the thought started to sway.

And tried its best,
not to let me shape it in words,
But then I finally won the battle,
my thought put down its swords.

Even after losing,
the thought tried to affectate.
But it probably forgot,
that it was now late, to change its fate.

Since I at my end,
had already begun,
Collecting the thought's scattered parts,
and make them into into one.

Combining them and making
them a single thought,
Was like choosing the right piece
for the puzzle, from the lot.

Though the surprise came;
when the thought was ready,
Of how we blame the light for,
night and day, although it is always steady.

Its us who enjoy the day,
when we face the light,
But knowingly turn about,
to the dark and its fright.

And then start following the herd,And say,
of how after darkness comes the light so bright.
What my thought asked me was,
Have you ever thought of why this night,

Comes for everyone, but if they
realise the reality, they might,
Very easily be able,
to change their plight.

And never turn away,
from the source of the day,
Never in their path would,
even dust or pebbles lay.

The road to walk would always
be smooth as the marble stone.
I then asked the thought,
when it was totally alone.

As to how is it possible,
that it be always day around me,
I think no one would turn to darkness if,
they knew of the light that will set them free.

How do I stick to this direction,
in which I face the light always?
When my thought repleid,
I was truly amazed.

It told me in reality,
it is actually very simple.
And asked me why I felt following,
the light always is not possible.

It then told me how all of us,
subconsciously knowing,
Turn away from the source,
from where the light is flowing.

Whenever we turn away,
from the source of this light,
All we face are trouble,
dark nights, but we never fight,

Our mind, to turn back to
the path we were walking on,
And wait for the time cycle to finish,
and later repent on the time gone.

Instead; my thought said
to me in an authoritative tone,
Start controlling your mind. Today,
Not you, but it is sitting on the throne.

Stop your mind whenever it tries to
turn you from the sacred path,
But you will have to be quick,
Since your hold in the beginning wont last,

For so long, that you can,
stop any order your mind may give,
If you start practising it now, I am sure,
Your mind's rule would not for long live.

And then you will always walk,
with your head held high,
Never turning or bending it,
Since dark moments wont dare to pass by.

Eventually this all will lead you,
to the ultimate goal of life,
And each second you live,
will be lovely, peaceful and nice.

You will forget all past and future,
and always live for the moment,
Dont worry, even if you forget me,
our relation would never dent.

Because the lord made me,
a thought of yours,
So that I could help you get back,
to the long forgotten cause.

If my dear man, you want,
this thought of yours to be happy,
Promise me to atleast,
think about this plea,

which I have put across,
that you will atleast try,
to walk on the path I said,
atleast once before I die.

Because it would ultimately,
lead to my salvation,
And fulfill the purpose,
of our relation.

I promised the thought,
when it was about to leave,
And thanked God for thinking about,
his son, who would soon with him be..

Hi!! If you actually read this poem, I would like to tell you something.
This is the longest poem I have ever written, if I am not mistaken, its 120 lines!!
Thanks for reading..