Lightening

Why is this white light
Shining so bright?
It is turning me blind,
And I am unable to find,
Something I have been looking for,
And has being causing an uproar,
Within me, So quietly,
That you can hear it on sitting silently.
Now I know why silence can be deafening,
Sometimes things are totally opposing,
Of what they actually are,
Things that are close, seem to be far.
People might think it is a mirage,
That small things seem extra large.
Topsy-turvy goes life while moving,
No one cares for one who keeps brooding,
Who tries to attract undeserving attention,
Not actually even worth a mention.
My thoughts above might seem to you as quite random,
But then, probably you are unable to see the angle,
Of them being inter-related.
Once you do, you ll be elated.
This is not a poem because the last words are rhyming,
But it is my thoughts and their timing.
So extensive they might look on reading one time,
On understanding them, you will see they actually bind,
Different thoughts together,
Which seem to be placed just like that one after the other.
Why do I justify my thoughts, I don't know,
They are coming out in a flow.
I am just sharing them right now with you..
And I am the only one who knows all these words are so true....