Knowing

Its 1246 at night,
Just when I was about to sleep tight..
A thought came to my mind,
Would I be ever able to find,
The answer to a simple question..
When is this mind going to be free from tension?
Would a human being like me,
Ever have the oppurtunity to be,
A person who is always happy from inside,
And I be the only person in whom i confide..
A true smile be there on my face..
That would be I think how fame would taste..
But then how true is this question?
If I tend to mention,
A reality which I cant runaway from,
The only person who will answer is no Dick, Harry or Tom..
But a person I see the least everyday,
A person who often falls prey,
To the sight of the unreached,
A person, I seldom treat..
Who else but the reflection of my own reflection,
Knows how this person will achieve, what people may call satisfaction.


Actually wrote this poem when i had settled in bed, but something prompted me to start writing at 1246am!! and this is what you get to see..
do leave your valuable comments ..
thanks!!

Believing

You know my dear,
that action cures fear.
Then why are you scared of taking action?
Fear, takes not a second to creep in, but a fraction.
The time to do it is now,
Just try doing it, am sure you ll make everyone bow.
Remember it is just you who makes your fate,
Take action now, its never too late.
Come on! Get up and rewrite your destiny,
Do something that your name resounds here till eternity.


Hey people.. just a short poem i wrote yesterday in the afternoon..
lemme know how do you find it..
take care and god bless..

Searching

Sitting tonight I started with a thought of probably writing my best poem ever. Listening to which, people would say 'he cant supersede his own creation'. But then probably its not time yet. Still I would like to share my thoughts at this moment.
Do we really know who we are?
What is our purpose of taking birth on this planet earth?
Some people take a lifetime in getting the answer for the the above two questions. Some (I will not say lucky ones..) probably know it quite early in life.
I probably am in between both. Because I am still finding or probably discovering myself; the real me, trying to know the potential in me. And yes, I still need to know my purpose on this planet earth. But hey, I am sure of one thing, once I get to know, it is definately not going to be too late...
And its probably, infact surely going to be something big. Because I know I am on this planet for a purpose... am aware of atleast that(not the purpose!!). But still searching for the purpose though...


I wrote this on paper at around 1230 am on 06/09/08. Thought of sharing it with everyone. Would love to know your opinion on it. Please be kind enough to leave your valuable comments. Thanks.

Moving

Just thought of sharing with you guys what i wrote.
The poem i wrote long back .. thought its tiem to share it with the world.. only a privileged few know about it.. havent given it a title though..
the sms i wrote about 4-5 days ago..
so.. here it goes..
first the poem..



hawa ki tarah ban.
jo koi seema nahi jaanti,
par itna tez bhi na chal,
ki manzil ki lau bujha de.

badal ki tarah aazad ban,
jo kabhi peechche dekhta nahi,
par takrane par,
kisi ka diya na bujh jaaye, barasna nahi.

pedh ki tarah khudgarz ban.
jo bina bhed bhao ke chhao de.
par, jaha andhera hai
wahan tu, deep si roshni de.

suraj ki tarah roshni de,
aaj kisi ki zindagi mein ujala kar de.
par, itna garam na ho,
ki khod kisi ki zindagi bhasm kar de.

nadi ki tarah tezi se manzil ki aur badh.
chahe kitni kathnayiyan kyon na aaye.
par itni tezi se na beh,
ki kiare par jalta hua lau bujh jaye.

lakshya tujhe milega,
tu chinta na kar.
bas seema ka ulanghan mat kar,
jee le, ek sadharan sa insaan ban kar.

Aroon Sahani


the sms..

When the sun rises my friend,
thats the time when yesterday's sorrows end.
Rise and make this day your best.
only then would you be eligible to take rest.

By Aroon

Harbouring

A lot has happened since i bought the TZP DVD pack. So much that i don't remember some things i thought i ll post them here.. Anyways.. moving on.. first of all my apologies for not updating my blog for a month.. i honestly wanted to but could not since dont have a PC here at home. And ya incase you dint know, am still in Bombay. Why? Don't ask.. I wont tell hahahah!!
So what all has happened? What all i would like to share?? From what i remember..here it goes..

After around 2 weeks of passing time, attending 'life changing' workshops and lectures in Bombay, going to Pune again, i left for Kolkata on 12th august.. few things i would like to share..
- very slow city .. cant describe that.. you need to experience that..
- public transport is very cheap .. ferry ride just rs 4 .. tram ride rs 4.50..jitna travel karo.. by the way, taxis are expensive anywhere.. i ain't counting that..
- i dint like hand drawn carts still being plied there..
- i found more families in malls than youngsters!! Sundays being an exception..
- very helpful people..
- difficult to find an hdfc atm..
- some cabbies speak fluent english!!
- guys .. never roam alone in the city..izzzat ka khatra hai..
- girls check out guys more than guys checking out girls.. and some are full-on flirts..call me to know my experiences..eventhough a relative had warned me i went out alone.. and hey.. don't be a pervert .. dint lose my virgin airlines..
- its really nice if you know someone there.. and if you dont and get to know, its more fun..
- never watch a 'funjabi' movie in a bong crowd..(watched singh is king)
- loads of other things.. later.. when i meet ya.. ll tell ya.. just remind me..
right now got to go, cafe time up..
am having fun abhi in bombay even though a lil unwell.. but would be fine soon..
till then
adios
this is me signing out..

Enjoying

i left Delhi last friday. thought will write a blog entry on thursday night starting with 'its 235 am in the night and i gotta get up early tomorrow not to get anyone but to go to get my permanent license made and then leave for bombay..' But could not do that since i was very very tired. had slept for less than five hours for the past 4-5 days.Then while going for the license, i thought of starting the entry in a similar way, but came very late from the RTO and dint even have the time to take stuff from my pc. i had to leave my place around 245, and i came in at 130, and i still had to take a bath!!Anyways, i am sorry could not keep my promise of putting up a post sooner than what the last one took.Right now am in bombay. its been more than a week i left delhi. Am at my friends place. Gonna parrty.. Maje maaring..Its raining hard.. i just love it!!My friend said he loves walking in rains cuz no one can see him crying.Well, i told him, when it rains or its too cold pressure zor ka aata hai(malum na kiska..)why did i write this in my blog?? i dont know.. aise hi.. my space.. use it as i wanna..Anyways.. when i reached on saturday, i left for pune the same day.. had a boys night out.. (went to a highway dhaba where they played dhol!! and people danced like crazy..) came back by bus.. ac bus.. the highway was amazing!! i think, you should take the expressway, be it a car or bus.. when traveling between bombay and pune..Since the time i have been back, i have been attending free wrokshops and seminars.. Its fun and most of all, free!!And ya i even brought the TZP ka dvd pack and fast track ka shades..I think now this post is longer than the previous one.. Yesss!!!Singing out for the moment..Cheers!!

Thinking

Its 1:44am. I got to get up early tomorrow. I got to go to receive my dad from the station.
Just as my profile pic, i have been thinking a lot this past week.. about a lot of things..
I though of scrapping the idea of using my old posts. Will use them only when no other choice left.
Dint write for a week now. Thought if i ll post daily, will get bored. And thought if i don't write now, i ll even forget i got a blog of my own!!
Past week, i have even been regularly checking my blog to see who all have posted a comment. Waiting for people to.. Some did, most dint!!
hehehe
but its cool..
Well, whatever i thought about in the past week, i would definitely not discuss here. Would prefer MY actions to speak. Trust me. Soon they will..
Anyways, life has become quite interesting since the past few days. I spent so much time with my love..
Did i tel you about my love? Oh am sorry. Well, top right you see a pic, thats my love. Its me - AROON SAHANI. I have so fallen in love.. Love my loves' name - AROON SAHANI..
I dont think you, who are reading this(abhi tak reading? sahi yaar..), would understand. And if you do, please be kind enough to leave a comment.
Expect a new post sooner than this one..And hopefully a bigger one.